“The Winds of Heaven Blow Between Horses’ Ears”.. A Story to Comfort Grieving Pet Owners

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The deepest pain ever felt I believe is the broken heart at the loss of a beloved pet. As pet owners, we KNOW there is a probability we will outlive our pets. We KNOW their natural lifespan is much shorter than our own and yet we willingly and lovingly devote our time and affection to give them a life as safe and comfy as we can.

Every pet owner knows the ultimate act of love of holding that paw when the quality of life is gone and our Angels are summoned back to Heaven. Even when we know the right decision was made, our hearts feel ripped from its ribcage and our face is wet from tears.

As a psychic medium, I hear stories of folks seeing their pet after they’ve passed or have had vivid dreams where they were convinced their pets came to them, that it was much more than a dream. Some feel they are hallucinating. Some may think that their grief is driving them mad.

Are they seeing their deceased pet? Grieving pet owners need closure. The anguish is as deep as losing a child, for in my mind, they ARE children.

The debate over whether or not animals have souls, self-awareness, go to Heaven, etc, is a long one. This blog is to help grieving pet owners cope with the loss and bring some understanding to what they may be experiencing if they feel they have been visited by their deceased pets.

One such grieving pet owner felt she was indeed having her cat visit her. She needed answers and didn’t know where to turn.

While neither I nor anyone has all the answers, I tried to explain what I had experienced with my personal story..

Let me tell you a story. I had a horse. A beautiful show horse. He was champion in 3 states. I bought him at the tender age of 2 1/2. He was all legs and baby fat. I had experience with horses but he was my first youngster. We became inseparable. When Reggie was 10, he broke a bone in his foot. It didn’t bother him at first, but the weight of a horse took its toll and he became more and more uncomfortable and sore.

After years of vet visits, I made the very, very, hard decision to put him down. I cried like I had never cried before. A piece of me was gone forever and I felt I had somehow failed him. I thought about him constantly. I pictured him running alongside my car as I drove. Reggie would appear at the slightest thought and would trot and snort and shake his blond mane. While these weren’t specific visuals and memories of him, I still thought they MUST be just past memories. But these were so fresh, and Reggie, even in spirit form, seemed to react to my surroundings. Was I seeing him? COULD it be something more than just a fond remembrance?

Years later, I had the opportunity to attend a lecture of a famous psychic. During the Q and A, I timidly raised my hand. I explained what I had been seeing and needed his perspective.” Is he REALLY with me, or am I just remembering him? ”

The psychic curtly, said ” It doesn’t matter”. I was annoyed by this answer. Was he blowing me off? There was some nervous laughter from the audience. I felt embarrassed, sat down, and didn’t press for an explanation. I was angry about his answer for months. I finally forgave myself for not pressing the issue.

Only later did I understand what he meant. I believe it means your thoughts, your memories, your love, draws their spirit to you and in a way, your thoughts continue the relationship you had. When you think about them, it creates a new imprint. The bond is still strong.

Now don’t think that you are keeping them from crossing over with each memory. Animals cross so quickly and once crossed, have free will to travel and cross back easily.

I totally believe our pets are at a higher vibration and protect us and hold space for us on the other side.

Whether just remembering the tactile love and affection fondly or by doing so, our beloved pets wish to visit and watch over us, does it matter which it is? It is the bond of love.

This has been my story. As a lifelong pet owner, I will continue to work hard so my critters can have a better life. When it’s my time, I wish to see all of them greeting me at the gate!

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Angels and Olives.. Graber Olive House Paranormal Investigation Part 2

  OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA              In my last blog on our paranormal investigation at Graber olive house, I have to say we were taken a bit by surprise. We knew their was an entity they referred to as “the Creeper”. We had already dealt with that creepy crawly suction cupped creature in the attic. But still I felt we were definitely not as prepared as we should have been for Graber house. That man’s mother being attacked in the packing room was evidence of that. That was certainly something much more aggressive, something much more..intelligent, than the “Creeper”.                                                                                                                                                          Our next visit to Graber house would require better boundaries and more protection…from above!  I’m talking Angels! Months had passed since we had last visited Graber house. Our next visit was in the Spring, when the olives are still growing and the sorting and packing equipment are silent. The vat room was just rows and rows of empty concrete curing vats. This time was going to be different. This investigation we would be bringing guests investigators  To Graber house. Some of the folks were experienced paranormal investigators, while some had never been on an investigation before and were curious beginners. Most knew a little about the spirits that resided at Graber house, and like most other paranormal investigators, they were out to find the Creeper! Going into a haunted location with the intent of provoking an aggressive spirit is simply asking for trouble. No matter how protected you think you are, it’s just never a good idea. If a spirit or lower vibrational energy takes a dislike to you, they CAN hurt you. I’ve personally witnessed people become suddenly violently ill, throwing up, developing stomach and chest pains. I’ve seen people pinched, poked and had objects knocked over in an effort to trip them in the dark. We decided if this Creeper or other aggressive energy presented themselves, we were not going to engage any type of interaction with them. It could just be too dangerous and I just don’t like letting them play games on their terms.  And while some of you are thinking that it would be “cool” to be poked or pushed by some unseen entity, the true danger lies in sometimes these entities will attach to you and yes, follow you home! No, No, No, It’s not fun! A clingy negative energy is like a sickness. It can affect your mood, your health, your relationships, and never in a positive way. Sometimes it can be so profound as to develop into mental illness and depression. Don’t risk it and know how to extricate one if you have to. We made a decision from a safety standpoint. Both Kimberly and I decided for this investigation we were going to bring in  higher vibrations. Doing this can be as simple as reciting a prayer beforehand to ask for protection, but we wanted to take it a step further. We stood together and called in our Angel guides. We wanted the big guns to protect us on this trip. We had not only our own safety to think about, but we had to consider our guests, some of them beginners. Their safety was paramount, and we wanted to ensure a good  first experience for the beginning ghost hunters!      OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA

So confident in our protection and ready to have a good investigation, Kimberly and I drove up towards the location, picking up Kimberly’s sister along the way. As we’re rolling along the freeway, We both started hearing the distinctive clink, ching, clink, of loose change falling onto a hard surface. Clink. Plink. Clank. What? The car floor is carpeted. Clink. Um..Kimberly? Are we manifesting coins out of thin air..again? Um..yeah.. Chink..Ok, pennies from Heaven. I get it. That’s a good sign that someone is watching out for us from above! We pulled into her sister’s driveway. As I get out of the car I look at the driver’s side floor. There must have been 6 or 7 quarters and 2 pennies. ( Now that would be perfectly normal for MY car, but her car is always immaculate ) Pennies she had encountered before, but the quarters especially puzzled her. Pennies would manifest whenever her dad was watching over her. Kimberly had received many pennies sent from her dad’s spirit. But quarters? Kimberly’s sister snickered. “You asked Dad for pennies? I asked Dad to send me quarters! “ He always liked me better, she said!                                                 

Graber house consists of several buildings and storage areas connected by walkways. They were close enough that if some investigators split up and were on one part of the property, it was most likely they would unknowingly contaminate any audio other investigators were recording in another area. So we decided we would do all of our EVP sessions as a group to lessen the likelihood of audio contamination. Later when people start getting itching to investigate on their own, they could roam the grounds to take photos and get  their own feel for the place. Being secluded in a haunted location, you really get a feel of where it seems creepy, what corners seem foreboding. When you’re alone in that dark, shadowy room and you see a darker shadow growing in the corner, the hair standing on end and every tiny noise is amplified, that’s when you better have your cameras ready! And that’s why it’s important to have someone with you..For safety, as a witness, and to laugh at you when you pee your trousers..      OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA                                   

So before we even start the evening we gathered everyone around to get all of us in the right frame of mind. A good exercise for this is what is called toning. Toning is a lot like chanting. This vocalization is especially good when you can lower your voice and really make your chest vibrate. By having all of us do this deep, chanting tones it creates an equality of vibration within all the participants. Sound is the closest vibration to physical matter and toning breaks up stress and clears the mind. Standing in a circle and holding hands, we did three, low chants. OOOOOoooommmmm.  OOOOOOoooommm.   OOOOOOoooommmm. We’ve experimented with placing a digital recorder in the center and recorded while toning. Try it, you’ll be amazed at the EVPs you’ll get. Spirits seem to be very curious about all this noise and we’ve been able to record some cool EVPs while toning. The spirit voices sounded like very excited chatter. “What are they doing?’ They must think.       OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA                                                                 

I don’t know if it was the toning, or the fact we invited higher vibrations to join us but it was like many little eyes were watching us from the trees. From the bushes. I can’t say it felt threatening, more like a very Earthy, ancient woodland creature watching us curiously. It’s hard to describe but it was as though the land itself had noticed our presence  and was watching us, and indeed curious about what we were doing. Several of us noticed darting shadows and firefly type lights flitting about.   OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA                                                 

While the feeling of the outside spirits seemed curious and friendly, that energy changed on a dime when we entered the vat rooms. It was a very unwelcoming vibe, like having some territorial guard dog staring you down. Kimberly, her sister and I had noticed one back corner was especially creepy and oppressive. While the others took a few minutes to snap some photos, the three of us went back into the corner. We wanted to know what kind of spirit or entity we were dealing with. All of a sudden, we noticed the air just seemed electric, like a static charge. This one corner had a tense, angry feel to it, and then we noticed the room’s peculiar smell, like that of sulfur and dog feces. This was in a food prep room so there was no evidence of raccoons or other vermin present. This vat room area is where the “Creeper “ is usually seen and photographed. I don’t believe this Creeper is something demonic, but something that crawls up walls and looks like some twisted alien spider is certainly not a long lost loved one, either. This whole vat room area, being 100 years old, can house many different layers of energies. A century  of hard work, pain, fatigue. 100 years of anger and arguments just swirling and waiting for a living being, an outside energy source from which to draw energy. That sudden smell of bile can be indicative of a demonic presence . We don’t play that game. I have no interest in engaging with demonic energies. Why give them the satisfaction? What they want is to be the center of attention. It empowers them.We don’t need that kind of drama, this is why we have personal and spiritual boundaries.  Quickly, the three of us said a quick prayer and called in Archangel Michael. We called in Angels to blind the room with Ethereal light. The results were amazing. In the length of a finger snap, the room spun, and the air was filled with the sweet scent of flowers!                                                                                                                                                           The negative feeling was still mildly present, but was retreating back into it’s corners, as if pouting.  OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA

We gathered everyone back together to do a short EVP session. We needed to inform the group that we felt there was a negative energy present, one, for safety’s sake and two, I wanted to steer the EVP questions in a very specific direction. We just went to all this trouble to push this negative energy or being back away from us and made our intentions clear we weren’t going to engage with such a being. The last thing I wanted was someone in the group asking, “ Is there ANYONE here who wants to talk? Make your presence known.” Yeah, let’s just invite it in, like some vampire movie! Just like using a Ouija board, if you intend and allow anything and anyone to come on in, they will, and you might not like who or what shows up. This EVP session was interesting for several reasons. I was very specific in whom I addressed. I only wanted to speak to deceased people, nothing else in this area. I didn’t want to invite anything dark into our circle. When you do an EVP session, you usually ask one or two questions and then pause a few seconds, to give the spirits a chance to respond. All I could hear was dogs barking and the resident peacocks yowling during the entire session. We played it back. Where an EVP should have been on the recording, we all heard what sounded like radio interference, like someone was jamming the airwaves. And peacocks. And dogs barking. I thought the whole session had been a waste until one of the investigators pointed out a strange coincidence. She said, “ Do you notice the peacocks and dogs only make noise when we’re recording? “ Now they’ve stopped. “ Hmm.. It was kinda quiet. Let’s try this again, maybe they just went to sleep. Nope. We tried recording again, only to have the peacocks start squawking  and the dogs start barking again! Every time we hit “record” some sort of audible interference would manifest. It was as though something was intentionally disrupting our ability  to communicate with the other side. Could it have been this negative entity somehow causing some sort of static interference? Was whatever negative force that lurked inside these 100 year old vat rooms angry that we didn’t want to interact with it and was still making it’s presence known by not allowing us to communicate with anything else? I’ve never encountered anything quite like that. I’ve had EVP sessions where when played back all you hear is static, like some sort of electromagnetic disturbance, but never static timed in specific spots on a recording. It was a little freaky, to say the least.                                                                                                                   We chalked this up as personal experience since static on a recording doesn’t prove the paranormal.       OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA                                        OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA                OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA

We were anxious to get into the barn loft area as this is frequently a hotbed of paranormal activity. We waited until late in the evening because it had been so warm that day. even at 10:00 at night our Mel Meters were reading an ambient temperature of 84 degrees..With everyone seated in a large circle in the dimly lit attic I tried to get a feel for the room. I wanted to see if any spirits who had  worked at the Graber Olive house might still be hanging around. I could see a shadowy figure standing on the stairs leading up to the attic. There were strips of leather hanging on the walls and this spirit brushed up against them, making the straps sway in a ghostly breeze. I asked him to please join us in the room, but he seemed so shy, probably couldn’t figure out why a bunch of people were sitting in his attic space. Another investigator had set up a laser grid just past the stair landing. The green laser lights flickered when the spire walked past. This helped everyone in the room see where the spirit was moving and provided scientific documentation on what I was seeing. The shy spirit slipped against the wall and joined us, just watching. We had several pieces of equipment set up including a couple Mel Meters, a RemPod, and we were running our digital recorders. Okay, this is where things got a little..weird.. The energy in the room began to shift. It became more statically charged and we could feel a change in pressure. Kimberly was sitting to my right. All of a sudden, everyone in the room began seeing flickers and dashes of lights behind Kimberly. They were different colors, blue, white, green. I have seen color anomalies manifest around Kimberly when she calls in Angels. “Are you calling them in?” I asked “No, It’s not me.” Something was up. I began to feel someone standing behind me. I thought it might be the spirit who had come up the stairs deciding to come in closer. But then all of us started feeling as though someone was standing behind them. each person describing similar feelings, one person said it felt like a blanket was being wrapped protectively around her. As we sat there, being delighted by each of us having a personal experience, A few of us began to see some odd little spirit entities enter the room. Not one, not three, but more like twenty little spirits, elementals, I’m not sure what they were started BOUNCING into the room! Yes, I said BOUNCING! They appeared to be about two feet high and almost as wide, bouncing into the room. They looked like ghostly Oompa Loompas hopping about. Bouncy, bouncy ,bouncy. Then they discovered my RemPod. Beeeeeeeep! It started alarming like crazy. Now usually when there is a disturbance in electromagnetic fields, the RemPod merely beeps in a short burst. This RemPod was going off! It was alarming continuously and loudly. I think a few of these Oompa Loompa spirits must have been fighting over it,I really half expected it to fly across the room, they must have been tugging at it so hard. One of the docent investigators had just come up the stairs to see what all this noise was. The first thing he noticed was how charged the room felt. “Wow, this room really feels different.” I asked him with all this beeping and alarming going non stop if he had encountered a RemPod just alarming continuously like this. Nope. I asked the Oompa Loompas to step away from the device. No good. This had been beeping constantly for a good two or three minutes now. I figured I’d better try to debunk it by seeing if it had malfunctioned, but I kind of hated to take their new toy away from them. I picked it up and it still was beeping it’s alarm. A RemPod is only supposed to beep when something breaks it’s electromagnetic beam, like a motion detector. Something was physically touching it, something we couldn’t see. With the Beeping RemPod in my lap, I fumbled for the off switch. Before I could shut it off, the alarms stopped. I had taken their toy away, big meany. The energy was still crazy in the attic, we had beings standing behind each investigator, the worker spirit was still standing pinned against the wall, probably freaked out by now, and bouncy things were all over the place, and oh yeah, light anomalies were still flashing. The RemPod didn’t go off again, even though I said they could have it. Guess I spoiled their fun. With all that climactic  activity and then poof, nothing. All went quiet.                                                                                                                That’s usually the case in an investigation, activity reaches a peak and then winds down.                   They’d had their fun and gone home.    OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA

There had been no more activity and by now we all decided to take a much needed water break.  The cool night air was a pleasant relief. We  sat outside, describing what personal experiences we had just had, all the while munching on S’Mores. Hey, I know how to wind up an investigation!  We were pretty much done with the evening, having had so much activity in such a short time. There was a short road on the property that leads to a small house. It has huge, ancient trees on either side. Oddly, everyone seemed drawn to this road all at the same time. It was as if the spirits were calling to us one last time. We all stared snapping photos and every one was filled with dozens of bright, glowing orbs. Now usually I am quick to debunk orbs of light as dust particles or bugs or pretty much anything oner than paranormal. But the fact that we all felt the energy, we all felt drawn to this exact spot at this exact time, something was reaching out to us. There were no bugs flying about and there was no dust on the road . It was just a magical end to a very special investigation. I really felt as though  ancient  earthly spirits had interacted with us that night. It was like no paranormal encounter I’ve ever witnessed. I felt truly blessed.                  OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA                 If you enjoyed this blog, ( and all of it was true, even the oompa loompas!) please “like us on Facebook to see upcoming events at   https://www.facebook.com/KittyJanusz and check out my website at  http://kittyjanusz.com/

Paranormal Investigation 100 yr old Graber Olive house

OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA                                   OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA         The Graber Olive House is the oldest surviving business in Ontario, Ca. family owned and operated since 1896. The property consists of barns, storage buildings and sorting rooms, most dating back to the late 1800s. Enormous storage rooms that hold concrete vats for curing olives look much as they did at the turn of the century. It’s a business where most of the work is still done by hand, much as it was done 100 years ago. The land has remain virtually unchanged for over 100 years, while new housing projects rose up around it and land was bulldozed and carved out to accommodate the growing area. All that changing energy around it, families come and go, memories left behind. I believe that the Graber house is becoming some sort of vortex for spiritual energy. It still holds old Earth energy from Native Americans, early settlers and even people who worked for years at Graber, sorting and packing olives for decades. This unchanged plot of land has become a place of familiarity to spirits, these entities, it’s a place they still recognize. I think that’s another reason historic locations remain haunted for many years. If they remain relatively unchanged, spirits will seek out what’s familiar to them. A ghost from the 1800s may stay as well as a ghost from the 1940s. It’s as though the memories become layered.             Layers of memories…….             OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA                                                                                                                                         This type of energetic stability of these old locations have been known to attract lower vibrational forms, too. Some are known as Creepers. The Graber has one of these horrid creatures. A creeper is what I refer to as an elemental. It is something that has never walked the Earth in a human form. They are not demonic but are just not a pleasant thing to encounter . Think gremlin..Creepers have been seen in many haunted locations. One that is frequently encountered is at the Trans Allegheny Lunatic Asylum. Creepers appear as a dark mass, sometimes changing form. They crawl up walls, ceilings, and may pass through walls. Clinging to the ceiling like some alien spider, they are the stuff of nightmares, and I’ve seen it. Our first first investigation at Graber I was already aware of this creeper energy and I admit I was curious to encounter such a thing. A big, dark mass creeping spider-like up the wall, would I be able to communicate with such a thing? Would I want to? Add to that a bunch of 100 year old buildings and a large, wooded clearing circled by ancient Sequoia trees, it sounded like an awesome investigation was about to begin! I was with a team of about 15 investigators along with EVP specialists Mark and Debby Constantino. I was looking forward to an interesting night.. Earlier in the evening I had investigated around the vat rooms, taking some still shots. It was Oct. and the vat areas were closed off as they were gearing up for the olive harvest and curing. If this was where the creeper resided, I couldn’t sense it. I wasn’t getting any of those vibes, the hair standing up on the back of the neck, that feeling of being watched. It felt pretty quiet. We headed up to the barn loft to start our EVP sessions. Although it was mid Oct, the California autumns are mild and it was sill quite warm in the loft even at 10:00 O’clock at night. We ran several digital recorders simultaneously and did short, burst sessions. By asking questions for only a couple minutes and then reviewing on the spot, not only is it a lot less tedious than listening to hours of audio later, but if you get a spirit voice responding intelligently to your questions, it’s immediate validation and helps direct the line of questioning. We were able to capture several class A EVPs or spirit voices that seemed to give us intelligent responses to our questions. When we asked for names, we heard the name Robert in the white noise when we played back the recording. This intelligent communication continued for about 20 minutes. Sitting in the darkened room trying to adjust to the dim light I noticed something moving above us in the dark..something big…Something told me to look up and there,there was the creeper! 10 to 12 feet long, blacker than the darkness around it,4 long, spindly arms stretching another 10 feet passed it’s body. It had a large, human-like head. But it’s when it moved, that’s what was the most horrific. It’s small feet made a suction cup like sound. Thwp, Thwp, Thwp, across the ceiling. I swear I could hear the Thwp, Thwp, Thwp of it’s suction feet! It slowly rolled it’s huge head backwards and looked right at me.   Muertos makeup                  I think it grinned..I wasn’t sure what to do. I was almost afraid to mention it’s presence for fear calling attention to it would cause it to drop down on us like some nightmarish spider! I gulped and kept watching. It watched me. It rolled it’s head backwards in an unnatural twist. Thwp, Thwp, Thwp, across the ceiling, back and forth. If anyone else saw it, they weren’t saying! I know it sounds weird NOT to tell everyone, “Hey, Look up!” but something inside me just told me no, leave it be..and I think it was enjoying it’s ability to intimidate. I wasn’t quite sure what to do, but my gut feeling was to ignore it as best I could. I think it was hoping I would call attention to it. I know I’m there to investigate and document, but as a psychic I just knew not to acknowledge it. I just don’t want to engage with such an entity. I didn’t need a big alien spider thing dropping down on me, no thank you. I kept my eye on it the whole time I was in the loft, believe me. I made sure I didn’t get directly underneath it. Having such a prolonged encounter with this type of elemental being was a bit unnerving and something I will never forget. Everyone decided to head down to one of the packing rooms. Pallets of labels and aluminum cans lined the walls. A rolling conveyor belt sat silent. it was a rather utilitarian and impersonal workroom, rather nondescript from a paranormal standpoint. Looks can be deceiving. But there was definitely a presence there, an energy that felt heavy and oppressive. Something did not want us in that room. I had a feeling that something was territorial and wanted us out. It would soon make itself known and make sure we got the message! Mark and Debby came in and sat in the middle of the room and the others gathered around them to start another EVP session. I walked to the far side of the room. I almost immediately started feeling a presence, that unmistakable eyes watching you pressure against my back. We weren’t provoking and we were just present in the room so I couldn’t figure out why it was being so uncomfortable with us being there. The room was a workroom, filled with utilitarian objects, tools and supplies, certainly not the sort of thing that should make a spirit territorial. Nonetheless, something didn’t want us in that room. I started feeling a pressure against my back, like someone was pushing me. We weren’t taunting or provoking, and I wasn’t about to be bullied. There are people who bully and harass others in life, and I think some of those personality traits carry over to the other side. Unrestricted and free of the confines of a mortal human body, these aggressive personalities are free to create havoc without consequence. They still enjoy the power trip. This is how I deal with a pushy entity. I push back. I push back in a passive aggressive way, by utilizes some techniques I learned when training horses. Turn your back to whatever you want to move away from you and simply back up. I walked backwards and pushed this entity back into the corner of the room. By avoiding eye contact, you appear less aggressive. I didn’t push it all the way back, but away from us, out of our space. It stayed back for a minute or so. Then I felt more pressure against my back. Really? I backed up again. I don’t always recommend this type of action, but don’t be bullied out of a room. While on some level it may appear insensitive, I mean, touching a person is indeed a form of communication for spirits, but you can tell when they’re being territorial and bullying. If you allow yourself to get pushed out in this manner, it makes you appear vulnerable, and that’s a bad road. I’ll tell you what happens when you don’t handle this type of energy in the right way.. I looked over at the reporter who had joined us. All the color had drained from her face and she was sweating like crazy. She looked as though she would pass out! She doubled over in pain. before I could catch her, she just slumped to the floor. Feeling a little shocked and embarrassed, she said, “I’m Ok, I’m Ok.” But she clearly wasn’t Ok. Clearly whatever was in the room with us was manifesting physical attacks on others in the room. Feeling dizzy and nauseated, the reporter was helped to her feet and we got her out of that room. We sat her down outside in a breezeway and gave her some water. Being away from whatever was in that room , she began to feel less queasy and returned to normal. I had to go back into that room. I needed to find out what was really going on in there. Was her becoming ill actually caused by some negative force? I felt the pressure in my back again! I instinctively backed it up again into the corner, this time a little farther into the corner. I attempted to communicate with whatever was pushing against me in an effort to stop this shoving match. I told the spirit or entity we were not here to make it leave, but we were going to be in this room and we would leave soon. The pressure subsided. I looked over at my friend Kimberly, and I noticed she too, was now starting to double over and looked very uncomfortable. Kimberly was now also feeling the effect of this entities’ bullying behavior. Kimberly eyes grew wide as she looked at me. We boy knew what was causing people to become suddenly ill.. Wincing in pain, Kimberly had to get out.. Clearly it was making it’s point. I decided I would give it back it’s room, but on my terms. No creepy elemental was going to chase me out! I stood my ground until I felt no pressure on my back, and then calmly left the area. Well, sort of calmly..Let’s just say I walked out pretty fast…                OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA                   So the three of us are now sitting in the breezeway, taking a water break, and cleared our heads. Without provocation, this entity manifested physical attacks. We wondered how the 10 or so people left in the room might be feeling. Would another person be attacked? How could they not be feeling it? Suddenly, a man came rushing out, his face just ashen white, he was clearly scared. He was bringing his mother out, and he was having to almost carry her, she was that distressed. She was barley able to walk, twisting in pain, she seemed to be having some sort of seizure! Both were clearly shaken. Was this seizure caused by this entity? Why had it attacked her? Was she an easy victim, vulnerable to the aggressive energy that resided in this packing room? Thank goodness, within a few minutes, she was feeling more herself and able to move more easily.. Like some ghostly junkyard dog, it was going to make sure we left it’s room and left it alone.. What happens on our next visit to Graber? It gets even better! If you enjoyed this blog, please “like us on Facebook at into the Light Paranormal and check out my website at www.kittyjanusz.com                100_0671

Paranormal Ethics and Tools.. Standing Your Ground

OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA       Let’s face an unpleasant truth. There is much in the realm of the paranormal and the metaphysical that we just don’t understand.There is stuff out there that is not only frightening, but there are entities, spirits, and energies that can harm us. There are things not of this world that can manipulate matter and energy to inflict physical pain, push, scratch, pinch, and cause abdominal pain and nausea. We teach ourselves and our children to be wary of people we don’t know. We talk about “Stranger Danger” and “Bad Touch”. But what about the things we cannot see, the things that go “bump” in the night? Who protects us from them? Investigating a haunted location is similar to preparing for battle. We prepare by researching the history of a location’s past and interviewing witnesses who have experienced something they could not explain. This information gives us insight as to who or what may be causing the reported activity. Detailed accounts of events can tell us if what they are experiencing is something resembling a residual haunting, which is a ghost or spirit energy that is just a memory, like a piece of film playing over and over with no conscience, no ability to interact. If witnesses are able to capture EVPs, or spirit voices caught in the white noise of an audio recording, if objects are moved and disembodied sounds are heard, then more of an intelligent haunting may be present. It may that of a loved one, perhaps Aunt Polly still puttering around the kitchen, making sure we copy her recipes to a tee. If such a spirit is attached to the property is present, the energy and the way they make us feel, the way their energy affects us may range from uneasiness to curious, to even welcoming or feeling comforted by their presence. I know my dad pops up every now and then and I hear his voice and feel his familiar presence. I find it comforting. But there are spirits and energies that may become protective and territorial. Entering into these locations will give you a definite feeling of uneasiness. They don’t want you in their space and will let you know about it.                         OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA                             Have you ever just gotten the creeps going into a place for no real reason? Have you been on an investigation and had continuous equipment failure, batteries drain, cameras malfunction, static and interference? You are in their territory now.. You never want to be the bully, but you don’t want to get pushed around, either. This is when you practice claiming your personal space, standing your ground, as it were. Don’t be arrogant or rude about it, being pushy doesn’t please anyone, alive or dead. Ignoring these fundamental guidelines is what gets paranormal investigators into trouble. That kind of attitude is what gets folks scratched, slapped, and pushed.    10609706_279117418950268_381136076789052422_n                      Dealing with aggressive energies or negative spirits is a lot like dealing with people with similar personalities. Don’t get pushed around but don’t antagonize, either….. Want to read more? Check out my website at www.kittyjanusz.com

Infrasound and the Paranormal

Left-and-forgotten                       Infrasound is considered to be  audio frequencies below the range of human hearing. This is typically sound vibrations below 20 Hz. We humans have a relatively limited audible range. The human ear has a general hearing range from about 20 Hz to about 20,000 Hz. We’ve just evolved to use our other senses. You know those dog whistles that we can’t hear but we feel it shoot through our ears? Well low frequency sounds affect us in a similar way. We can feel them vibrating in our heads. Our tiny hairs within our ears can still pick up on them, but we can’t distinguish it as a distinct sound. The way we detect infrasound is not fully understood but it is believed we feel it’s vibrations rather than “hear” it. Low frequency sounds may be either man made or caused by natural sources. Some natural sources include, weather changes and barometric changes, lightning, volcanic eruptions, the waves hitting the shoreline, and even meteors. man made sources may be caused by machinery, cars, and especially fans or turbines pounding the atmosphere. The biggest variable between natural and man made infrasound levels is natural sources remain constant in intensity whereas man made sources fluctuate in their intensity. This is why it is always important to get baseline readings when entering a location. Take notice of fans, machines, windows, even a busy highway nearby may cause higher ambient infrasound. So why does this concern us, the paranormal investigator? Infrasound has become the latest hot topic when discussing “psycho-physiological interactions” between infrasound and human perception. Like EMF, recent studies have shown a link between infrasound and the appearance of apparitions, shadows, and other visual paranormal phenomena. It can also induce psychological reactions such as dread, fear, and the feeling of being watched. The most famous study regarding infrasound and the link to the paranormal is titled “ The Ghost in the Machine” ( The Ghost in the Machine, 1998, Tandy & Lawrence )             Sound waves set. Music background. EPS 10            The story goes something like this.. Tandy was working in a warehouse type building. Coworkers seemed to have a feeling of dread or discomfort in one part of the building and refused to work in that corner. One evening, Tandy found himself working alone in the building. He was getting ready to compete in a fencing competition. He needed to work on one of his fencing foils. ( picture the three Musketeers swords ) He placed it in a vice. When he turned around, he noticed the tip was bouncing up and down wildly! Some unseen force was making this foil vibrate. By moving it’s position, he found the amount of vibration would increase or decrease. Tandy discovered a faulty fan that was causing a steady vibration of low frequency sound that while he couldn’t hear, it was strong enough to affect solid matter in the room. Tandy proposed that exposure to infrasound at a level of around 19 Hz would induce psycho- physiological sensations that were perceived as paranormal experiences. He claimed he could create conditions that artificially caused a paranormal encounter. He based this not only by his own studies but by research conducted by the United States military and space programs. The claims were at a level of 19 Hz, the eyeball would vibrate leading to visual effects that could be interpreted as paranormal. Tandy’s hypothesis was tested in what was called the “Haunt” Project. (Bunton-Stasyshyn, Davis, French, and Haque )  Using Infrasound along with high EMFs, the experiment was to create an artificially “haunted” room. Specifically, the experiment sought to determine if exposure to infrasound in conjunction with electromagnetic fields could lead to reported anomalous sensations, compared to baseline conditions. Participants spent nearly an hour in this “haunted” room and reported their experiences. Many involved in the study ( 79%) reported experiencing dizziness or unusual sensations. These are often linked to infrasound exposure. Other participants said they could feel someone else in the room with them (22.8%) . So should we worry about Infrasound? The problem is not so much the existence of low frequency wavelengths in a location altering our perception but the ability to accurately measure such wavelengths. One must be able to accurately measure a room. Then one must figure out if the vibration is a traveling wave, such as what happens when someone shouts across a room, or is it a standing wave, one that has a continuous output of vibration and is trapped, bouncing back and forth through the room. The equipment to measure infrasound is not cheap, either. Then there are weighting filters to discuss, sampling rates to correlate, and it’s not just infrasound that starts giving you a headache. The point I’m trying to make here is yes, infrasound has been shown to somehow alter our visual perception and give us the feeling of the Heebie Jeebies.  I think in the case of something that may be difficult to accurately measure such as infrasound, always keep external factors in mind when something occurs that may initially seem paranormal. Be as scientific as you can by eliminating as many variables as possible in a location. I think in this instance, the best way to experiment with infrasound is to take out the human element in a location. Set up an experiment and bombard a location with infrasound for a set amount of time, I’d say at least 20 minutes. have digital recorders and camcorders running. Then remove all infrasound and take measurements again. See if anything anomalous occurs during the time you filled the area with infrasound. I think being away from the effects of these low frequency waves is the best way to determine if paranormal activity increases in it’s presence and not your imagination.

The Curious Reading of a grieving mother, her son, and BUGS!

Every once in a while I have a client who touches my heart. A mediumship reading that changes the way we look at  Death, and what  happens on the other side of the veil. This reading reminds me we are all psychically  connected. Death of the physical body doesn’t mean a total disconnect from loved ones. I am reminded that we’re part of a bigger picture, a larger existence. The following reading  just blew my mind.   The reading is factual. I have changed their names for privacy. The client was a beautiful young woman.  “Debbie” had tragically lost her son “Charlie” when he was just 5 years old. Debbie  told us up front she was wishing to connect with her deceased son.  Debbie has another young son “Robert” who is now about 5 .  Debbie had a feeling that somehow Charlie was communicating with Robert and had many questions.  Often when a client comes in for a mediumship reading, they do have a particular someone with whom they would like to connect.   As a medium, I let them know I ask for Spirit to come forward because they, the client, is grieving, misses them, and just wants to know they are OK. We can’t guarantee who might show up, it’s up to Spirit!  So Debbie takes a seat and  we make her comfortable. I decide to stand over Debbie to hold sacred space.  Almost immediately a grandmother figure steps forward. Grandma’s are often hanging around, protecting and watching over family. They take great pride in their duties! I have even seen Grandma try to push Angels out of the way, stating that’s a Grandma’s job!  While Debbie was pleased to have Grandma watching over her, she really wanted to connect with Charlie. Was he OK?  Is he safe? What mother wouldn’t?   I’m asking, I’m looking, I’m not seeing Charlie. I’m standing on one side of Debbie. Grandma’s spirit stands on the other. So I ask Grandma, “Where’s Charlie?”  I look down at Grandma’s hands. Still soft yet knarled, more than a lifetime of hugs and baking contained in those hands. I keep looking. I begin to see two tiny child’s hands clasped in hers. His hands are all I can see, no body. I ask my guides “Why is this all I see of Charlie?” This is where practice and experience of a medium enter the picture.  Grandma holds the essence of Charlie.  His soul has gone on to another life. The embodiment of Charlie is only his hands lovingly held in Grandma’s.  I tell Debbie  “He had a lifetime of love from you.  He is with another family. He remembers all the love you gave him and has carried that with him.     OK, All well and good. We have a protective Grandma. We know Charlie is at peace. The essence of Charlie remains due to his mother’s love.   A wonderful reading so far..  Then as I’m looking over Debbie, I see what can only be described as little bugs or flies buzzing around her head. “OK, That’s weird” I tell myself.  How do I explain flies? Mentally, Charlie is insisting I tell Debbie about these flies.  Really?  Flies sound bad. Too Lord of the Flies. “Debbie, what’s with the bees?” I keep seeing little bugs flying around you and he keeps telling me he makes you see them.” Are you finding bugs in odd places ? Charlie keeps telling me he brings them to you and you know they’re from him.” Debbie bursted into tears.  “Charlie would draw bugs and insects all the time.”  “We still have some of his drawings!”  Wonderful!  “But Debbie, he’s telling me he still brings them to you. Where are you seeing them?”  Debbie breaks down crying.    She tells us Robert, her little boy she has now, has begun drawing the same style of little bugs!  Speaking through her tears, Debbie says  Robert told her Charlie showed him how to draw these little bugs!  Perfect!  That’s Charlie’s way of connecting and letting you know he’s OK!   Sobbing. Debbie asks, “How could you know that?” About the bugs he drew?    Unable to resist a  psychic’s  favorite joke, I tell  her, “It says psychic on my business card!”   It’s encounters such as these that instill what a blessing it is to connect to Spirit.  To see a mother’s tears of relief and joy knowing her little boy is moving on in his journey. Yet he loved her so much he still sends her little drawings of bugs…. We are all connected. A physical body will end. Souls may go on to other lives or even ascend to a higher realm.  Loved ones will always be with us in some way.  Every time we think of them, their soul is with us. When we hear their favorite song. When we are compelled to  make a dish they used to make. We may see yellow roses seemingly everywhere, Grandma’s favorite. That’s Spirit.  Remember there ARE NO COINCIDENCES.. Everything happens for a reason!   Embrace the journey!    If you would like to find out more about me or want information about psychics and readings, visit my website  kittyjanusz.com                            statue of a sad woman in cemetery                                           White woman ghost stay on her grave                                                  SyntekExifImageTitle

Favorite Haunts RMS Queen Mary’s Pool Room

The beautiful Art Deco masterpiece that is the Queen Mary has many active haunts. The most popular for it’s paranormal activity is the 1st class pool room. The 1st class pool room is festooned with a Mother of Pearl coved ceiling,diving boards, a balcony, and changing rooms. The pool room was filled with salt water and heated by the ship’s boilers. During tea, the 2nd class passengers were allowed to swim in the fancier pool whilst 1st class passengers enjoyed their tea. After tea, the pool was drained and refilled before the 1st class passengers returned. During Wartime, the pool was drained and used as extra sleeping quarters. Space being at a premium, bunks were stacked three high to utilize every inch of space.  Some say the changing rooms contain a vortex. A vortex is a thinning of the veil between worlds, thus allowing spirits to cross easily into ours. Feelings of light headedness, disorientation, and vertigo are often felt  in the changing area.  To me, one of the creepiest areas in the pool room is the space underneath the stairs. The story goes that a man raped and murdered a woman and stuffed her body underneath the stairs. I have not been able to find documentation of this murder, but the energy is very negative in this one place. While investigating with a group, I sent a few people back into the space. I gave no details, only told them to feel the difference in the energy. One man returned, white as sheet.  I’ll never forget what he said. “I sure hope nobody ever took a woman back there.” THEN I told him the story. Then he REALLY got pale!  But the pool room is most noted for what  is believed to be the spirit of a young girl,  Jackie.  Jackie supposedly drowned in the 2nd class pool but no record exists of such a drowning. This is a case where I think a spirit has taken on a role it enjoys.  Jackie loves interacting with people and while I am usually skeptical of child spirits, I have never felt anything malevolent from Jackie. The famous psychic   Peter James had many documented interactions with Jackie. They seemed to have a special bond. There is video evidence of  “Hellos”   “London Bridge is falling down”, and laughter between Peter and Jackie.  Peter James loved the Queen Mary so much that when he passed, his cremains  were aboard the ship for some time.  Jackie and I have had lengthy  K2 sessions and interactions.  She will answer any number of questions, but when asked if she is a 6yr old child, the K2 stalls and she refuses to answer yes. An honest ghost!  One of the endearing aspects of Jackie is not only will she give you audible responses but she will let you know when she’s tired.  When she gets ready to leave,  you can feel a cool breeze wrap around you and then pass onto the next person. They say that’s how Jackie gives hugs!  The photo below shows an infrared shot during a K2 session in almost pitch black. You can barely make out the lights from the K2. It shows a psychic’s arms as she allows Jackie to draw energy from her to communicate.      Cool, Huh?     Along with Jackie, several other spirits have been experienced in the pool room.    Since the pool room is known for audible phenomena, we thought we would try an experiment.  During an investigation, we thought we would try to reach some of the many soldiers that had been aboard the QM. A member of our group had spent many years in the Navy. We decided to use him as a trigger object.    “Can you sing our song to inspire us?” He asked. “Can you sing our song, Anchor’s Away?”   We listened.   Slowly,  from the balcony, came not one,  not three,  but what sounded like a chorus of 30 spirit voices rising up and singing “Anchors Away” !!!!! I still get the chills!   The drawback of audible voice  phenomena is that it seldom  records, unlike an EVP that is recorded in the white noise. So while it is great memory to me, it is scientifically just a story……        Please visit my website for more stories of the paranormal  kittyjanusz.com                             SyntekExifImageTitle                                        SyntekExifImageTitle                                  SyntekExifImageTitle                      100_0208